Wednesday, May 21, 2014

Milestones

I am a blubbering mess. Today is Aaron's promotion ceremony from 5th grade.

Both of my older boys had a 5th grade "graduation" ceremony - in Albuquerque, 5th grade is the last year of elementary school. It's the longest time they will spend at any one school - 6 years - because middle and high school are only 3 and 4 years respectively. It's a little bittersweet to say goodbye.

When Joey and Quent completed 5th grade, it didn't seem like such a big deal. We happily looked forward to the next school adventure of 6th grade.

But it's different with Aaron. I honestly didn't know if he'd survive until this point, and if he did, I wasn't sure he'd pass 5th grade. So much school missed due to seizures and not feeling well. But here he is, thanks to a great/patient teacher and a school that really cared about him. And not only am I crying for this accomplishment - which is huge for us - but also a little out of fear as he steps toward greater independence and what that means for him. I'm a little afraid, to be honest.

I began writing a thank you card to his teacher a few minutes ago, and it has reduced me to tears. I will miss her, and these people who so wonderfully cared for my little boy during all those minutes and hours when I could not be with him.

Today I will celebrate a boy who is stronger than anyone I know, and know that when they call his name, it is a

REALLY.

BIG.

DEAL.